so I’m currently listening to John MacArthur’s sermons on Anxiety free living.
So to try to add to my relief I will now proceed to vent….
The six week winter session just began yesterday.
Two of my textbooks haven’t arrived yet and the other I just found out I needed since it was only an hour ago that my professor called me to let me know she added me to the class.
9 units in 6 weeks. They say you should just do 3!
why do I do this to myself?
My first online class ever and its Ancient Art History. I remembered that I had a virtual lecture hall when it had already been in progress for 15 mins! I hadn’t even read the chapter let alone answer the questions the students and professor were discussing. EPIC FAILURE. I had gone to the library to take pictures of the chapter yesterday since I can’t checkout the text book and my copy hadn’t arrived yet and I still forgot! Hopefully I can get on top of it when my book comes!
Since its a short session I decided to take a counselling class that focuses on helping you figure out your values, skills, talents and how they can apply to finding a major/career that fits you well and that you will love. Although I have decided to major in Art History, I still think this class will be so beneficial and I know that my professor, who is also my counselor, knows what she is doing and can really help me. This class is really going to push me. It will cause me to be very introspective, push me to accept myself, have more self confidence, and see what I truly value. I also will have to occasionally face my fear of public speaking. I already have so many assignments but luckily she knows that we all haven’t gotten a hold of the textbook due to the fact that we all found out which one we needed yesterday. I’m supposed to find an article on someone that I think is successful and then we will share it in class tomorrow and analyze why we think these people are successful. I HAVE NO IDEA WHO TO RESEARCH! My idea of success doesn’t align with those who are in the public eye in today’s society.
Last, but definitely not the least SPEECH 101. I was on the wait-list for this class, but as I mentioned above my professor added me! I’m glad but I’m also scared out of my mind. This is the college course I’ve been literally dreading since high school! MY WORST FEAR in class form. I technically don’t need this course to transfer to a UC (University of California), but I do need it if I decided to go to a CAL STATE. I won’t know where I’ve been accepted till April so I’m taking this just in case and I know I need this. I want to overcome this. I don’t want to be a slave to fear any longer.
This will be a season of major personal growth and I pray that I will rely on the only One who can sustain me.
I belong to Him and He is sovereign. He does all things for my good and His glory.